the day

nothing much this few days...
bored.
dunno why i m still here updating my blog
omg~
i should be studying now leh....
nvm la
eh prefects...
go sign in the website la...
spam there
full of funny jokes=D
gtg....
will update again...

p/s:i want you i need you i miss you i love you

1-8-2009

OMG!!!
10 more weeks to get back all my freedom man....
seems so long but yet pmr so soon d...
gg.com.my
i haven started my studies
perhaps a bit la.
so busy this few days...
no...
is very very busy....
dont wanna ponteng anymore liao
wanna stay in class so called'CONCENTRATE' on my studies=D
today went to sch for some chinese competition thingy
me and zakirah were being mc this morning...
so nervous la.banyak VVIP tahu...
so scary!!!!
after tht, went mc donald with chee wai justin yap ben ben harresh therense aaron and ashiqin=D
had a great time there...
before i ciao....
wanna apologise to sheng hao here...
sorry sheng hao=D
forgive us...


p/s:please reply me...i m worry bout you

prefects!!!!

yo~
good job to all probations
finally you've gotten ur tie...prefect tie.
haha now i know besides study Tan Juan can actually act really well.
LOL!!!{i guess all of you know what i meant}=D
To: yie yang, Harresh, yanyu, guilin, aaron thomas, justin yap...
i made your last day of being a probation so meaningful, isn't it?
haha.
having a lot of fun with you all.
thanks for all the hard work ...keep it up=D
i love all of you ya~

btw, i'll be starting my PA life very soon...
cant wait till tuesday la.
sincerely pray to god tht i'll be having fun and learn lots of stuff there=P

tommorow is gonna be our prefect dinner 2009
is in One World Hotel...WOW!!!!
prefects...HAVE FUN GUYS!!!!!!!!!<3
i'll be wearing a purple dress with white/black shawl
anyone wearing purple too???
*can be my partner
*bling bling bling* =D
i hope 'someone' wears purple...
hehe i'm pretty sure you know who am i talking 'bout =P
credit goin to die soon...
the Celcom X-pax la makan duit banyak banyak only...=[
gtg soon
will update again ....
before i leave...i'm wishing jing yi the gold-fish...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!=D
must be happy ya<3
i'll always be here for you dear
love ya muaks >.<



p/s:Tutto dedicato a te, stella mia, cuore mio, amore mio...ti amore

saturday=]

it's saturday again....
nothing more besides tuition tuition tuition...
sigh~
boring day
went facebook just now...
wanna buy jing yi as my pet la
but comp keep lagging
WTH!!!
oh well,i'll try again at night...
heart seems to ache whenever i m thinking of him
maybe i need time???

and,
to those who backstepping me all the time...
wassup??
haha=)
anyway...
hope i'll be alright...

p/s:too be continue..........

i'm lost

As time goes by
I realised
Bitter melodious tunes flow
out and in
of the pores of my skin.
Now
At this very moment
I'm lost
I need a penny for your thoughts
No way
Please don't give me a lick and a promise
Love seems to be blind
However I'm not blind
When I say I'm in love with you
It's an awesome feeling in every honest tip of
my skin
my mind
my soul......
Once more
I predict wrongly
What a chicken-hearted girl
I'm lost
Now
This moment
in this world.

Well,is just another desperation.....
There's only one thing
the very only thing
i want to tell you
i love you...

oh finally =)

since saturday i've been sick....
one week d
although i m done with my medicine
but still coughing and sneezing whole day long...
wth!!!
it was kinda awesome this week
monday-tie is given out to nicholas....finally no burdant on me =D
tuesday-changed my place with aaron and ryan to see him....but it dont seems to be a right
choice to do so
wednesday-do you know what???en.alex's bm ceramah roxx...seriously..get free tinge from him...went baskin robbin with him in the afternoon...his fren were being 'light bulbS' there...oh well =p
thursday-went to elken convention centre for water exhibition.it was ok la....pretty boring there actually.After tht entire exhibition..i m having forbia while drinking water...EWW~
krs was quite fun tht day.march with yi ting =)

But things seems to change really fast.
just a clip of my eyes
all those so called 'sweet memories' of us pass few days were gone...
honestly,i felt it's so unfair to me...
rumours are all around me everyday
i dun care n i dun need to care
but why...
if you love me too
why do you care of it so much?
i want to know...
mayb ken is right
i cant expect you to take all this rumours like nothing
i should care for your feelings instead of wanting you to care for me.
promises tht you'd made pass few days...
i shouldn't have believe it so much
i shouldn't have trusted so much in you
and
i shouldn't have open my heart to you
you'd stole my heart but now you are gone
should i just hold on to it?
or let it go?
i think...
i shall just be right here doing nothing...

oh well...emoing again.
i was so happy pass few days
but now???
sigh~
dont wanna talk bout this anymore
didnt notice this will really hurt
and it hurts me more than i can bare...=(

what a day~

well, elo~
alone at home now....bored
i m sick since yesterday.
fever...very high fever
went to a doctor
had my temperature measured---37.8 C
so since last night...i slept for 13 hours {the last 2 hours was sleeping sambil texting him} LOL
online cause he say he's gonna online too...
Then i realised...
timothy is sick too. He say he no energy, having fever...
and christian told me tht he's having fever too...
YO~ hi5 !!!
anyway,me and tim decided to go to sch tommorow to spread the virus to everyone *devil
wakakaka
went to perfection for the intensive maths, science and bm yesterday with li yen
honestly, the bm teacher is really awesome...
he was crapping jokes since the minute we started our class
me and liyen were laughing hardly till our tears almost fall out=D
then me n liyen went to starbucks to have a piece of cake 'IPANEMA' which cost rm8.80
tht was really delicious=)

july 10th---Malam Bakat
apparently this year's mlm bakat was very nice...
i had a wonderful time there=)
i sat beside him coz he ask me to...
i m so sorry jyb ken...
next time belanja you sweet la k?
seriously so sorry jyb ken=D

sigh~
having a bad headache again...
got to ciao~

p/s: left 4.60 to text him...OMG!!!